Showing posts with label Jesse Levine. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Jesse Levine. Show all posts

Tuesday, April 23, 2013

He can no longer at the age of 98



Inspired by Francisco Goya, He can no longer at the age of 98

He’s 98 now
A man that used to be another
For many years when there was beauty and color
When the hands that now rely on canes to stand
Held children or hands of lovers
Softly brushing hair from her eyes

His own eyes don’t see much of anything anymore
Just the space an inch before his toes
He can’t look back to places he’s been
Or forward to those he will go to next
The world around might as well be empty
Except the space an inch before his toes

His toes move but an inch at a time
His knees don’t extend or spine straighten
The spine that used to support a man
That supported those who used to be around
But who is around now?
Just a man and his shadow

A shadow of a shell
That was taller and stronger
Contained memories of the days before
A life that is no longer his
Now the memories are seen in the wear of his skin
And in the cloak that he wears

His cloak, a gradient of time
Covering a body that has seen too much of that
Down to nothing, like his mind
Empty around and empty within
Because he doesn’t remember
He can no longer at the age of 98

Saturday, April 13, 2013

Neck


A narrow stalk that separates
Electricity from plumbing
The body that is mind
And the body that can’t

A firm support
Under heavy deliberation
Holding thoughts above the rest
With a penthouse view

It gives everything away
A nervous gulp
A pounding pulse
But no one ever looks

Always underestimated
With underutilized power
A kiss sends shocks
To my core and out

A collection of hollow pipes, vulnerable
To tight grasp from trusted hand
Takes my breath away



Release gives me life again

Friday, April 5, 2013

Anesthesia


I think I have just awoken
But I may have been up
For seconds, minutes, hours
I am up now
I am not where I think I am
I yell for them to proceed
With the continuation of my dream
The one I had when I was out
Out from the mask
That reeked of fear and gas
As I lay naked on a table of warm mats
Covered only in sheets
One of cloth
The other of unease
That which I did not allow
Myself to feel
Others to see
No one could know
Until now
Startled back to reality
With cold metal and beeps
They have come to take a picture
To look inside
I want to cover myself
To protect myself
Now I remember
Tears roll
Convulsions tear
At the precarious wounds
Lines that
Keep my heart in
Keep in the thing that
Keeps me running
Not running, but walking
Breathing heavy
With a chest of lead
Metal inside and out
Because there is no such thing for me
Between left and right